Friday, March 27, 2009,6:25 PM
Stay at arms-length from me, please.
Went out with
RHAZ again. Went to RP. Again. *sigh* This has got to stop man. I mean the keep-going-back-to-RP-again. School haven't even started and i had step foot inside it for more than 6 times for goodness sake! Geez. If this keeps going on, by the 1st day of school, i'll be bored of the school already. And the step-into-RP-for-less-than-two-times people would be gushing about the school; gawking here and there.
As usual, i went there to settle my CPF application. The lady from the previous encounter was replaced by a
coughhandsome
cough guy. That time, the lady ask me to print out the page about the still-processing application. And there i am, repeating everything from A to Z about my predicament. *pulling hair out in frustration* Hidayu on the other hand had to sign an uncomplete document. I don't know much about the details though. But heard that she had to re-write and print new documents.
Well, my nerves are becoming shaky as the day that i dread is coming. Which is tomorrow. I guess it will be awkward when i see him. Nervous as hell as well. *sigh* Didn't know how our friendship that is so close, becoming so,
strained. Almost stranger-like. Almost,
non-existence. *frown* During working time with them though is sometimes kinda awkward. But they are the funniest people. *grins* They never failed to make me laugh or at least make me smile. But with him, *sigh* i don't even know what to say in this current situation. It's frustrating, really. The only people i guess that i am very comfortable and easily to talk to in this situation is probably K.B, Azhar and sometimes Hafeez. *smiles* And if my sisters are there with me, Syaza and Hidayah. *hugs* But with him, awkward and a major nervousness overcame me. *sigh*
Just
berdoa that i have enough courage to overcome this kind of situation that is making my stomach
churn in confusion.Labels: Feeling major nervousness.
