Sunday, April 5, 2009,9:52 PM
But, i miss him.
Psst. Psst. Guess what happened yesterday?
After 2 weeks of rotting myself at home due to having no functions at all, at last yesterday there was one, thank god! I thought that i almost suffocated due to the tension at home these past few days. Im getting restless just thinking about it. *sigh*
Since im the only one that lives around Bukit Panjang among my 'Ikut Rasa Service' crew, i was to go to the venue of the function itself alone. The rest of them lived in Woodlands, so they took a bus to the interchange and took another bus there. As for me, as soon as i arrived at Bukit Batok Station, i was lost. I can't even find the interchange for goodness sake! Geez. How pathetic can i be. So, the only option that i can think at the moment of my panic-mode is to call the superhero 'Nashri' *sweatdrop* to ask for the appropriate directions. Don't even ask why i call him that. *deeper sigh*
Investigate which bus i should take to the venue. Took the 'feeder service' 945. Just took one ride and the block 250 is clearly stated, since i have checked the bus route and map at the interchange earlier and that is the closest block that i can find at the moment. So, i dropped there and try to find block 230, where the venue is. And voila! I was lost. One moment, i was at block 243, which i was relieved that i was somewhere nearer. But when i walked to the next bend, another voila! There it was. Block 272. *pulling hair out frustratingly* I was frustrated. And tired of walking. And my legs are killing me, that i gave up and called Azhar for help. He help of course. *grins* But of course, with a price to pay. Walking under the sun. Again.
By the time i reached there, was perspiring and feeling faint. But i can't back-out from working since i had already arrived. So off i went and work, work, work. Then, guess who i met there? Imran! *laughs* While cleaning off tables as usual, a person wearing a green baju kurong was standing in front of me. I thought he look familiar. When i say, "Imran?', he turned, and he was surprised to see me working there. Hohoho~ We talked and chit-chat for a few minutes, asking which ite, which poly, where he work, where i work, (obviously i was working at the moment! *laughs*) and so on.
What? Oh yes. I did saw him. But i never talk to him, i never even eye-contact with him as we work. Even if we did, i just answer with a grunt or just a one-worded answer; or just look away or at something else whenever we accidentally eye-contact. (In my case, yes accidental.) Well, what can i say. He avoided me in the past. So im helping him by avoiding him as well so that he doesn't need to do all the work. While working, for a moment, i thought he was looking at me. Or maybe it was just me imagining it. *sigh* Just forget it, Zakiyyah. Just forget it.
Even so, it won't be the same anymore. But, i miss him.Labels: Can i have a hug, for at least a minute?
