Way in the wee hours in the morning just now, all hell break lose. Words that aren't supposed to say or hear, was said and heard. That was the time. The time. The time that i finally can't take it anymore. The time that i finally snap.

Reached home at around 11.30pm from somewhere. The incident before i reached home had made me feel useless. I promise her that i helped her solve it. But i never did. I can't. I already tried. And in the end, it seems that i make it worst. Useless. Your useless Zakiyyah.

Cried all the way home. Met with sister and brother at the ramp. Just took the first step into what i use to call a 'Home Sweet Home', and my mum started shouting at me. The usual things she called me. I won't say it any further and letting you all know. It's just too, disturbing. Let's just say things that time had taken a few notches higher. Okay, i lied. It had taken alot of notches higher. And when i say alot, i really meant it. Alot.

And when i finally can't take it, i breakdown. I snap. I shouted that i can't take it. And the story goes on. When it ended, the first person i wanted to confide in, was him. Those numbers are already displayed in the screen, only to press the green button. But then, when i think about it. I have second thoughts. I mean, confirm he will like, 'Aik! Nape aleh-aleh call?'. Thats the first thought i had in mind.

So, at last, the person i called was Azhar. Sobbing continuously, explained the whole thing. Then he decided to bring me to Bedok to let it all out today. But i opted differently. Just say 'Tak payah jaoh-jaohlah. Agaknye kat daerah kau aje dah boleh.' Then off we went to Woodlands. To some hill actually. Told him a part of it, and we brought K.B and Mizan as they were from school. Then brought Hafeez. Continue the rest of the story. Then at night, then brought him.

At some point, he laughed at Azhar. Which lead the rest to laughing as well. His laugh uh, very contagious you know. *grins* It makes me laugh as well. But luckily i manage to held back. I guess i will feel 'paiseh' if he knows that im laughing just because of him laughing. Okay, sshhh. Heeee. *grins* And i will definitely feel paiseh if he knows about this. Hohoho~ So, sshhh.

And yeah. Azhar told me to text him a 'Goodnight.'. Yes, when i reached home, decided to do that. But, the sudden fear crept up on me. Like i said, 'He is very unpredictable.'. Sometimes though. *laughs* I mean, i was actually afraid of what he would reply to me. So i just told Azhar to say it to him for me. *grins* But i guess, i would never know what he would reply, if i did text him a 'Goodnight.'. Damn my fears.

PS: Pictures above are from the event at Tampines Mall last Saturday. Enjoy! ^-^v

Hidayu and Rais. IMY! ;D