Sunday, April 26, 2009,11:58 PM
I'll let him decide.
The month of April. Seriously bad luck sia. No offense to those born in that month. *grins* I mean seriously. Alot of things had happen in my life. And to some of my friends. *sigh*
Family. Mother and sister is against me. Like, what? Yesterday's fight was not even me who started it for goodness sake. Sister was the one who gives me the permission. Then she blame mother. Then at last both against me. I was damn speechless by then. A puppet who is being control and become the 'punching bag' towards them. Sheesh.
Kendarat today was smooth-sailing. More people were present then yesterday. Yesterday was only me and Azhar. And me carrying a tray on my shoulder filled with stacks and stacks of plates, let me to show-off how strong i am. Hohoho~ *laughs* *show muscles* Today's one was okay since there are more of the kendarats. But the most hated part of all, i fell down the stairs. TALL stairs. Ter-golek-golek, rolling-rolling pulak tu. Geez. The consequences, hurt my backbone for don't know how many billion times. *sigh* Im not even surprised if i may be paralysed one day. Okay, i should stop cursing myself. Sheesh. *grins* Aini's wallet was also stolen by someone. Seriously, April sucks. *sigh*
Yeah, i was actually planning to talk to him today after kendarat. But, he was not in sight on the way to CCK mrt. Next plan, talk to him when we reach under KB's block. But i change my mind. Cause on the way going down the escalator at Marsiling mrt, heard that he asked for a girl's number. Plan terminated.
Actually, plan to explain to him my part of the story on why i didn't contact with him a few months back. If there is a possible or a chance, maybe, maybe i tell him how i feel too. But after what i heard, i change my mind. I mean, come on. If he already likes another girl and is already happy, why should i intervene and spoil them, right? Right. So, i give up. If he is happy now, i'll let him be. I guess we are only friends or buddy now. I don't know. I'll just let him decide.Labels: I'll let him decide.
