Just so you know that i still love you both. Very much. Every now and then i asked myself. "Where are you guys?" But i want to know, if you have found a new bestfriend, what am i?

Been missing those times that we are always together, go jalan-jalan together, talk crap and lame jokes together. Our lameness, crappiness, laughter. Where has it gone to? Don't you guys miss those times? Im sure i do. It's not that i had found other people to entertain me. You guys are still the best. My bestfriends for goodness sake! The one who i can share all my secrets too. My boo-boo, my hurts, my whining, everything. Even to what colour underwear im wearing. Okay, that one tak perlu. *sheepish smile*

But still, i miss you guys. It hurts to see day by day that we are drifting further and further apart. About going to and from school together, i guess that was my mistakes as i couldn't be contacted. MSN fucked things up. Prepaid low. I guess what else can go wrong in my life. You guys hating me? I don't even know. I don't even want to know if that is true. Only GOD will know the answer to this.

Im sorry for every wrong thing that i had done.

Im sorry if i hurt both of your feelings.

Im sorry if i can't be there for you when you need me.

But most of all, Im sorry that i can't be the perfect bestfriend to you guys.

Im sorry.

But still, i love you guys. That matters most to me.