Tuesday, September 29, 2009,1:04 PM
Bad start.
*sigh* What a day to start of with. Wake up like cold water being splashed on my face from Apai's text. Next, sayang texted me. Seems kinda nice to start a day with a friend's message and also from the one you have feelings for. But it seems like it was going downhill.
Father scolded me upside down cause i always seemed to came home late and furthermore, i have been going out continuosly for the past few days. It didn't help when i was seeking comfort with sayang, he threw his tantrums at me without any reason. And to make matters worst, he was kinda cranky at that point of time. Making me more miserable than i am already am. What a bad timing Zakiyyah, What a bad timing indeed.
Today, i was supposed to go out with him, Apai and Ali go jalan raye with them since they had invited me yesterday. But due to father's scolding and such, i have to stay at home, like a caged bird. But it is good in a way though. It helps me sit down and think. Apologize Apai so many times, cause i can't make it at the last minute. *sigh* Walau, i make three groups of people unhappy today. What a loser i am.
And wow, what such beautiful day is this. *sarcastic*
Now, i am the one who is getting cranky. Very, very cranky. Fuck.
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