Tuesday, October 6, 2009,1:37 AM
Sorry.
Sometimes, i felt like cussing myself on and on and on. Doing things without actually thinking is my way of life i guess. That was my utmost downfall in all of my past relationships. And i can say that i was afraid right now. Really afraid.
Afraid of being hated by him, yes. Afraid of being scolded and lectured by him, yes. Afraid of losing his love, now that is a definite yes.
I was swearing to myself from just now, until he told me that he was embarrassed. *sigh* I never even thought of what he would felt. Some good person i am, aren't i. Yeah, piece of shit.
Here i am, almost getting into a fight again, which i actually hoped we would not. What a person, Zakiyyah. What a person.
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